HAHA,

How stupid can i get?
I keep on hoping that you might post something related or what,
but hey, I have been deleted from your life.
Like a click of a button, deleted to don't know where, somemore not even in a recycle folder.
No restore button already.
38 days since you click the delete button which has my name link-ed to it.
I don;t know why you really can forget, don't feel anything ?
Someone treat you with his 100% for 2 bloody years.
Being threw away just like that and being deleted.
I pick u up when u went to aussie with ur family, I rmb the hug u gave me after u landed.
I craving for the fucking hug i used to have for 2 bloody years.
38 days had passed,
U felt nothing, nothing at all.

What a crap.
Fight so hard yet being thrown away like nothing.
24/7 on standby.
Feel super stupid.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
Why must this happen!
But Do I have a choice?
2 people closed to me , left.
I keep telling myself, It's over let's move on.
But passing by places we went, songs we sang, words we said,
The hug i get daily.
From a stranger, to a hi bye in sec sch, to awesome close-ness to chalet,
to car rides. To eating KFC in car, Watching movies in car,
You owe me a movie, You Owe me!

Life, you are a bitch,
Flooding myself with sch work makes me tired and keep thinking.
You feel happy without my existence.
I must remember this.
I must.

Never put 100% into anything in life. Never.