It's kinda weird recently.

Many things happen. I don't know how to say. Mostly bad? haha.
Maybe these are some challenges for me?

School work is like shit now. ):
I planned to do my work today and it screw up my plans.
I hate it when my plans are screwed. Seriously.
I need to buck up. I can't be the last anymore. Enough of nonsenses for the past 2 years.
Time to focus on studies. and after this, i will be having attachment.Hopefully out of here?
Maybe I should already accept the Penang attachment.
Sigh,

I like the way poly's functioning, Lessons don't start on fixed times.
But I miss the old days i had in secondary school.
Waking up early taking bus to sch slacking in class. sleeping in class.
funny nonsenses that i been thru.
My eyes feel like crying but idk why i gt that feeling LOL.
Walk pass zh this evening...
every thing's different now.
I miss my old frens.
I miss my old school days.
I miss my old buddies.
I miss pozai, daughter.
I miss band.
I miss pris.
I miss ...... maybe not. I'm fine with it now. okay maybe. lol
Band music will never fail to make me smile.
Remembering old nonsenses my bros did make me laugh like mad.


What will happen a few years later?
I don't want to lose anyone close to me anymore.
2009 someone close left me ,
2010 my Mentor left me.Pris left.
2011 she left. my bros almost.

Every freaking year have to be like this.
I'm tired.
I becoming more anti social recently...
I don't talk much these days.
Super tired easily.
but well, have been jogging recently!
22112011,
what will happen in the next few years?
Tired, Numb, Lost.
Flooding myself with work and dramas.
Sucks.
ohwell...
oh and my mum keeps nagging me to stop Nightteam and BC.
see, everything is like leaving me somehow?
HAHA.

Ohwell, better sleep ! Human need lots of rest!
Miss the old convers on phone, really miss.
I really don't know how u could just let it go so easily?
2 years of stuff U can't just let go and forget everything?
From the start you didn't put your heart in? at all?

Sigh. that question keep bugging in my mind lol.

okay! Goodnight Everyone!
:)